I'll lay here now with my soul crying out
No one even knows what’s going on inside of me
And I'm to afraid to tell
They'll think that I'm ridiculous well they can go to hell
I'm always there for them to help them get back up on their feet
All along dying inside hoping they would see

I feel so alone
and no one ever knows...
this fake smile has become my enemy
it is my biggest lie
do you really think I'm happy
you must be really blind not to see
that this isn't me

I'm always there for you
Why aren't you ever here for me

Please just once be there for me
all this baggage is weighing me down
I need to pour my heart out to someone
I hurt so much inside
I don't even feel alive

this razor looks so pretty
I've been told it can do wonders for a hurting soul
But now I know that’s a lie I've seen the scars on their arms
and yet their still hurting inside
I've decided I won't give you the pleasure of my pain
And I won't do the things I want in vain
your not worth the effort
It's my turn to be happy...
with or without you
 
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