I lay there helpless and hopeless
of regaining my sanity.
I stare at the ceiling for hours
wondering if it will ever change.
I hear noises around me
but I can't see where there coming from.
While I lay there I see the sun slip away,
I take a knife to my arm
But now my sense of feeling is completely gone.
Family walk by,
They don't understand why.
A friend will sit by my side,
And tell me what happened to them today.
Not noticing my soul slipping away.
I try to imagine me walking about, happy as can be,
But I guess its to much to ask.
I watch strangers do their chores.
I watch the sky, out my window, turn different colors.
I look to see if for a moment the world will suddenly stop.
Day by Day the world is dying
I guess I can stop trying.
Everything I loved is now gone,
Noone seems to care.
All they do is stare.
My head is the only thing thats still alive.
My heart is broken to the point where,
Noone can save me now.
I don't have much more to say,
Except this is the day,
The day of my death.
 
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