The only person who understands me
Somehow it emotionally sets me free, and lets me be who i wanna be
Nobody understands me and laughs at me at school
Pushing me and shoving me into the fence, thinking that its cool

People call me names like Loser and Outkast
When i go up to my room, I wonder how long the dreadful crying will last
I lock myself in the bathrooms at school
Just to hide the tears, and hear the cruel's kids shreiking laughter in my
ears

Echoing hollowly in my head and finding me in my bed at night
Sniffling and sighing till the sun breaks daylight
Then i go to school again and again
Just to see the blood of me through the pouring tears
Killing me slowly and hurtfully everyday

Until that bloodfilled suicide comes
That rainy day,nobody will remember
Locked away as though in a metal vault
Even the kids at school think its not their fault.....

That I picked up the pistol that day
Pulling the trigger aimlessly to my solid head
And seeing the vision blur and picture crimson red

But i still have My Shadow Friend
Hes with me everyday
Being my guardian angel everytime i pray
seeking me and helping me get through another day

 
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