I still remember that rainy day
And the blood soaking in my sheets
When i attemted suicide
Because i wanted to feel myself let free and die

I took my knife to my wrist
Feeling inside very calm, not even clenching my frist
I felt the pain
I heard myself gasp

And felt the blood trickle
Slowly with the crimson red
My head felt apart with deep dread
My vision started spinning, i was soon to be pronounced dead

The last thing i heard was the shreiking in my ears
And the frigid water from my mother's tears
So cold like me
Right now i wish i could take it all away

So maybe i could live just one more day
And soak up all the tears that were shed
And that i would still be sleeping silently and soundly in my warm bed

But here i am, someplace away
And this is a place i will enternally stay
Momma please help me, I'm all alone sitting here
Because all the bloody pain i couldn't bare

I would give anything to be at home
And live another day
So i could wipe up all your tears mom everytime i see you pray
I would tell you its alright
Don't leave the rest of your life behind on that dreary night

Its over its done, I'm here but i'm gone
But i won't be gone for long
I'm bleeding here as i say this
Even though heaven truly is bliss

 
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