So cold yet so soothing
Now removing
My body & mind
A puddle so red & dark
Something so strong enough to leave a mark
Getting colder & weaker
Still no answer
Everything feels so wrong
Still no closure
My chest still aches like it has for so long
Lines grow longer & wider
Colors getting darker
Haveing no chace to get brighter
In this I float
A puddle so remote
It will be too late
Nobody's able to relate
Just one minute
My world fell apart
Playing your game...
I'll never win it
So quick to see
What walls will hide
So easy to be
So blinded by something so great
My body no longer is mine
God has it & with him it shall be fine
A soul so beat n' fake...
That's for the devil to take
No longer worthy
The lines are too sworvy
So sharp is painless
To not suffer through this?
That's crazieness
A delicate arm
Covered now & never to move again
I think slow n' deep
Thought so much by now
I also thought..
"Why aren't i dead by now?"
Drip after drip
I think my way down to sleep
Cuts are way too deep
I have now been released
1 Question, 1 Answer
Still no closure
You never feel
I won't anymore
Maybe now you'll be able to feel
I'm bound in this deal
To far in to back out
Only thing left to do
Is to try once more
See if you'll get it
Is to just say this straight out,
This is my BLACKOUT-----
 
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