A smile is supposed to show a thousand words
And a true portrait for all to see
But most of the times its showing the really false me

The one who smiles and acts all cheerful
Just trying to hold back the tears
The one who acts all brave
But always divided by fears

Always wanting to please the people
And trying to really show them me
But why can't i let them see the one who I'm truly meant to be?

Blinded by the dishonesty
So i can't freely see
Making me show the innocent people the lieing me

At funerals i always try to look sad
Trying to make it look like i have tears
In my mind i'm thinking Let me get the heck outta this place
Trying to look sad with great and guillty haste

Making me look different than the person i truly am
And feeling inside like my life is some big scam
When i look in the mirror, I see a big fake

Always trying to cover up
What i feel inside
But all those thousand true words
They always seem to hide



 
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