You’re in your room
The music is blasting
Your screaming, a razor in hand
Lying there on the floor
The carpet soaking up blood
Tears run off your face
But strangely enough
Theres a smile on your face
You feel more alive then ever
You close your eyes
Weightlessness
The music gets softer
You reach your hand out and touch heaven…
…pounding on the door
your blood shot eyes dart open
your mothers crying
your father rushes in
he caries your limp body away
your head falls back
eyes catching a glimpse
of the blood stained carpet
a single tear drops to the floor
You’re smiling
saying not good bye
but see you later
because you know
you will be back
back to touch heaven
attempt the suicide of your dreams

 
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