Searching for answers
That can not be found
By a thick metal chain
To depression I'm bound

The councelers tell me
It's not my fault
"Please help me!" I cry
Bring this pain to a halt

Lying my head on the pillow
The walls are closing in
Blade into my wrist
Even though it is a sin

I know that I will be damned
For all eternity
God shows no mercy
To sinners such as me

I don't know why I feel this way
Or why I act so tough
Maybe it's because I feel
Like I am never good enough.
 
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