What did I do to deserve this?
I don’t understand why people are so shallow,
Why does no-one in this world care?
What do they want from me?
Why do they kick me when I’m down?
They say “try talking to someone,”
But they don’t even listen to me,
And they don’t believe a word I say!!

I try to be a good friend,
I don’t ask for anything in return,
Only for them to care,
Why do they want me to sleep,
And never wake up,
To lie and rot all alone in my grave,
When I’ve always been there for them?

What did I do?
Why does nobody care?
Why am I here?
Why can’t I be where I belong?

Life is a war,
Between people,
The shallow heartless people,
Who live in this river of tears,
And it’s hard enough for them to get by,
Just look at the state of me!
Drowning in reality.

But a spirit trapped in a body,
Nothing more and nothing less,
I crave to escape and will forever more,
But I have a long and painful ‘life’ ahead,
Until I’m at last set free.

So I sit here all on my own,
Crying my mournful tears,
Nobody can see me and no-one can hear,
For I’m just not one of them,
I’m all alone in this world,
And I’ll never be able to forget.

For guilty my ‘friends’ make me feel,
Day in and day out,
Who I am is who I hate,
Even though I can’t think,
Of a single thing I’ve done wrong.

 
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