i heard a moan come from the bathroom and started to get scared

i walked in and i saw you lieing there

my mother

my mother the one thats cared for me and told that she loved me over the
moon and back down around the sky the mother that would dance with to tale
as old as time

the mother who i would hold when she would start to cry

the mother who i would kill and die for is dieing before my eyes i try to
pick you up but im not stronge enough

so call for dad and casey and they start to run they push me aside and i
start to cry as i stand there shocked to hell i keep replaying things you
said

"god wouldn't take me away from you he knows how much you need
me" are the words you said not months before

then remmber my sister as im being pushed throw her bedroom door so i wont
see whats going on

the look on her face was a thing your not meant to see in a big sister but i
did and i knew i needed to be stronger then her but i couldnt get my eyes
clear to look her in the face and tell her everythings ok

i sat on her bed and held her hand i thought my ma would come back and smile
again

when my dad got the call to come to the hospital i had an image of running
into her arms and feeling love and warmth run over me so over whelming and
beautiful like the hug i got that night before bed

but when i walked into the door i know life would never be the same again.

 
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