I look out the window,
and hope that ill wake up from this dream.
my life isnt all how i hoped,
since that one horrifying day.
But i never knew i would turn into this,
and having my pride taken away.
I got tierd of feeling so sorry for myself,
so i cut deep, deep to my vain,
just telling myself im not going insane.
I felt the cold sense of blood dripping down my arm,
and as the sky weaped,
my heart just cried for more.
I wanna find the happiness that hides within myself,
but all i can think off,
is how to express how ive felt.
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