I stand up fast and I'm on the floor
Simple as that, can't take much more
The blood has spilled, I'm done with drinks
I halfway wonder what everyone thinks..
Moving on away from pills
Some empty corners no longer filled
Corners where I used to sit
Ever wonder where I went?
Eating has become a crime
So close to losing life this time
I've fallen apart how could this be
All I wanted was just to be free
So far away I stare down the clock
Constantly returning to my state of shock
I don't believe you, it can't be true
All of this started with just a little blue
The blue of my tears, deepened into a red
The red of the lines every night before bed
But red's so close to the color brown..
With drinks and pills always around
I've faded into a sea of white
My skin is pale, flag of my fight
I've given up in more ways than one
And now it's too late, my war is done
I've always dreamed of that living day
The day my problems would go away
Well now it's just around the corner
But it won't be living.. I'll live no more
 
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