Dear God,
It's been a long while
Since we've spoken last
That was my innocent child-hood
And that was my past

So you're probably wondering
Why i am talking to you now
I'm taking my life tonight
Unless you can save me somehow

Trust me, I love you
And believe in your grace
But this praying seems useless
When I can't see your face

I guess this faith thing
Is not for me
If you look closly
I'll know you'll agree

For I cut and I cuss
And curse your name
Even whne it is my fault
It's still you I blame

But I want to thank you
For giving my life
I know I brought on myself
All this struggle and strife

You will probably see me
As I'm burning in hell
The Devil has got me
I'm under his spell

I'm sorry you have to watch this
Please turn and look away
This is wrong
But it must be done
For I can't bear another day
 
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