She lays awake at night, wondering who she is.
Wondering where it all went wrong. When did
everything turn to grey? She smiles, because
its what you want to see. She used to be loved,
cared for. She had all she wanted. Until her life
was torn apart. But still she smiled, so you'd think
everything was okay. She liked it that way. The
sound of fighting was nothing new. She was never
really safe. She formed a close relationship with
her bottle of vodka.She needed a way out. Spent
her whole life searching for something to make
her feel whole. She didnt want anyone to know
how she felt, how she couldnt hold onto anything.
Fearing she would just get hurt like she always did.
Everything has slipped away from her. Leaving her
clinging to false hopes and an altered reality. She was close....
but never quite there.
 
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