I was putting myself
Back together
Starting to come out again
And face the world like I should
Instead of letting her
Decide my fate

I’ve wanted to
Take my own life
For so long
I can’t remember
The last time I was truly happy
Then you kissed me
I didn’t know what to think
I was lost and confused
That someone would chose me
How could they ever choose me?

So I called
To ask what you truly meant
By kissing me that night
Only to find you just wanted to
No reason of caring for me
It was just another kiss to you

I want to
Swear and curse at you
Cause you’re a bastard
Just like them
I hate them
I want to
Castrate them all

I had decided
To not let them
Take parts of me anymore
And I want them back
To fix myself again
And make myself whole

Then you kissed me
And told me it meant nothing
It’s like taking a knife
And just taking a chunk of flesh
But its not flesh you’ve taken
It’s a part of me and I want
It back so much

So please give it back
And soon before
I can’t stand it anymore
Please don’t feel bad
You’re not the first
I should have learned
By now what happens
When I let myself do this
So please just give it back today

 
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