I wonder if its all out of love,
i wonder if its cuz you only want the best for me.
Just to make you happy,
i strive for perfection in everything.
but no matter what i do,
i always seem to lose.
It always ends the same,
you yell and tell me ive dont it wrong.
why cant you just be normal?
why do you get such a high watching me suffer and die?
I will never understand,
why you do the things you do.
Maybe i should just get up and leave,
but where would i go,
who would ever want me?
I cant wait till im gone,
i cant wait till youve gone to hard and set me free.
I just wait and wonder if its my turn to leave,
i cry inside hoping on my only wish...
to be departed from this family.

 
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