A Mix Of Everything

I hate crying myself to sleep at night.
I hate wishing you'd be there to make it alright.
I always say nothing's wrong.
I keep trying to make myself strong.
I wonder why I'm pretending it's ok.
I wish all this chaos would just go away
I want to think about something better
But i can't when I look at your letter.
I miss you like I miss no other.
I wish you could make me feel more like your daughter.
Why can't you stay here with me?
And push me to be all i can be?
I will always love you with all of my heart
I wish nothing tore us apart..
now I only see you while i dream.
Usually you're different than as you seem.
Sometimes i hate you.
And everything you chose to do.
You've gone to see that person you watned to see..
I still wish that person could of been me...
 
Copyright © socomplicated354, All Rights Reserved