When I look at you I see,
Everything i wanted you to be.
To me you'll always be 15
To me you've never, ever been mean.
When we were little you were my best friend.
Deep down I dont want that to end.
When I found out you were sick.
I realized you were the one god had picked.
And sometimes you say you just want to die..
But deep down i think that's a lie.
I know you have the strength to pull through.
I wish i could give all my strength to you.
Now my eyes are red and poofy.
I've been crying and now i look goofy..
I miss you even before i leave for home.
Without you around i feel so alone.
Nobody else knows how i feel.
People think i'm old enough to deal.
But without you here, i just can't do it.
I wish you could be here to help me a bit.
I dont want you do die..
I dont think i'm ready to say good-bye!
It's too early for you to leave us all here.
Because to us you are so dear.
I love you with all of my heart.
I hope your illness won't tear us apart.
When i think about what could happen i cry.
The tears show what i really feel inside.
I'm feeling helpless, anger, and tons of sorrow.
I wish this could be over by tomorrow.
Right now we're on our way home..
And in this car i feel so alone.
There's nobody to talk to here with me.
I wonder if they even see...
The tears that run down my face
I feel like i'm at the back of a race.
And that feeling just makes the tears flow.
As the streetlights go by, my tears they glow.
Please dont leave me here please dont go!
Because if you go, I'll miss you so..
I'm writing this poem right now.
Because when i was with you i didn't know how,
or what to say, or if it was the right time of day.
To say what i needed to say.
I wish i could of went and got it all out.
But right then i probably would of began to cry and pout.
Then everyone would ask me what's wrong.
And it would take me so long.
Just to come out and confess...
What I had been crying about, more or less.
About this subject, i could go on forever.
But that I will never..
 
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