Have you ever cried yourself to sleep
Just wishing your life was over
Weeping til you were fast asleep
Pillow wet with teardrops
Have you tried to block the bad things out?
But they just keep tearing inside you
You don't care what they have to say
Cause you're already dying inside ya
Do you cut yourself and watch the blood drip down
And have it seem to cure you?
There is nothing you think to cure the pain
Better than the rush cuts give you
You know somehow they're gonna hurt too someday
Soon you say your gonna leave this earth
But you can't imagine all the crying and the pain
What are your parents gonna do when they know you are dead and gone?
How about your brother?
How is her gonna be when you can't come home today?
And all your cousins, what are they gonna do?
When they find out that you weren't all happy, but blue
You think its better to run away and leave them to stay
Leave them a note saying that you were teased and betrayed
You knew they wre bad, why weren't you wise?
Use your own brain, but now you're in pain
Can't turn back the past
Wished you didn't mess with them
Learned their names, but now its all over
Everyday is another beating
For more name calling and pain
You wish that you were back to a little girl
Cause scrapes and cuts aren't as bad as they seem
You know that you should tell someone
But there is no one to tell
They won't believe you, you think to yourself
But mistakingly you were all wrong
You should have told them all along
Before you drove down to that bridge
And looked down below
You should've thought to yourself
At all the ones who loved you
Now your gone, there'll be no Drivers Ed or prom
Now your gone, too soon from being asked
You left some guys heart hanging
He wanted to tell you how much he loved you
You didn't knwo because he was to shy
He didn't think it would turn out this way
And once he got the courage to ring your door
You jumped from the bridge and ended it all wrong
If you had waited, if they hadn't started
You would be here today
Just how he would have wanted.
 
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