Down to my last breath I'll ask you why,
Wonder how you can justify,
And live with all you've done to me,
What logic is it with which you see?

I give up the light the keeps me alive,
I give up my soul, in which my heart resides,
You I no longer wish to see,
Myself I no longer wish to be.

All that there was is lost in the past,
All that we had has now turned to ash,
You and I, we're gone with the wind,
Gone like the tear drops with which this began.

No chance to start over, no help to be had,
All this is gone and now I am glad,
Glad that you hate me, glad that I cry,
Glad for all the torment that I sufferer inside,
All of this pain makes me feel that I am alive,
Even though I'm not, it's all a lie,
All I am is dead, dead from the inside.

You watch me suffer and you feel better,
You're twisted and evil, or do you just need release?
You lied that you loved me, just to get close,
You lied that you loved me, just to get past the walls,
You lied that you loved me, so I'd do what you wished,
You lied and you broke me, tainted my first kiss.

Now I sit here and I am alone,
Violated and filthy, impure and lowly,
But I don't need help, I won't take it, I'm not worthy of human contact.
Take me away from this place,
As I keep slipping farther and farther away, in my corner, out my window,
This thing that I am now is not living, it isn't human, I died long ago, my
souls faded away, and I can be found only in a long lost time, a long lost
day.
On my knees I slowly cease to exist, the faded memories, my forgotten self,
a dusty textbook,
Abandoned on a solitary shelf, this is what we are all doomed to become,
For all of us there is nothing more.

 
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