Father...
It's hard to imagine the things you said to me and mom.
You ripped my heart out many a time, but i still love you.
I'm scared right now, I wish you wern't leaving.
I can't even think you not being there at home to greet me.
You left an open wound in my chest that will never heal.
Sometimes I wish life were different and me, you and mom could start over.

But now I kno crying won't help change things, and never gets through to
you.
I'm afraid I can't go on right now, I'm frightened I might hurt myself and
I'm numb to crying and feeling bad for myself.
I miss you and i want you to come home....
^dedicated^
.....i may smile & put on a mask..... *but it's only hiding my
fearz-n-pain...*
 
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