it was the day i couldnt wait for,
the day i got to see you.
as we were sitting in the grass,
you just knew something was wrong.
as we sat there quietly,
you waited for me to tell you.
it was so hard,
because the words were getting mixed.
you finally said " are you ready ",
i sat there nodding my head saying "yes".
he sat up next to me,
and i put my head on his shoulder.
we sat there quietly for a few moments,
and i finally said " i need help".
he said "with what?",
i said "cutting".
and he goes ok ill help you any way i can,
and then we sat quitely for a minute.
he stood up grabbing my hands,
and he hugged me.
at that moment i didnt want to let go,
i wanted him to stay there.
when i was with him no fears, no worries, not ever wanting to cut,
i just wish i could be with him cause he takes my pain away.
 
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