Down to my last breath I'll ask you why,
Wonder how you can justify,
And live with all you've done to me,
What logic is it with which you see?

I give up the light the keeps me alive,
I give up my soul, in which my heart resides,
You I no longer wish to see,
Myself I no longer wish to be.

All that there was is lost in the past,
All that we had has now turned to ash,
You and I, we're gone with the wind,
Gone like the tear drops with which this began.

No chance to start over, no help to be had,
All this is gone and now I am glad,
Glad that you hate me, glad that I cry,
Glad for all the torment that I sufferer inside,
All of this pain makes me feel that I am alive,
Even though I'm not, it's all a lie,
All I am is dead, dead from the inside.

*I cut out the bottom of this because I wasn't sure if it lost what I was
going for as it went on, and just seemed like rambling. To me, it sort of
does, and it sort of doesn't. But I was just trying to put what was in my
head onto paper, and I know it's not been very clear lately, so forgive me.
Once I've got my head on my shoulders again I'll try to fix them. But that's
why I have two versions out, to see which gets better response. Though I
don't think either is very good, so if you don't like it, please be kind*
 
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