As I sit and I cry
About everything that is going on
My father is getting married
again
My friends who dont feel like
friends
A hole has been born
As I walk out the door with a smiling face
I return with it brokken into peices
People tell me I'm too happy but
what do they know?
No one in this world knows who I am
No one knows my secrets I keep hidden
No one knows the pain I go through everyday
Tears drip down my face every hour
It hurts to look outside
Or inside
So I close my eyes
ANd when they are closed I only think of bad
I just want this to end
Let it come to a close
Let me fill the hole
But as I am about too
I must go back to possing happy
Smiling and laughing
But I'm on the edge of tears
I have a double life
One people see
The other only a few do
IT really sucks
I dont know how this could happen to me
But it did and it feels wrotten
I want to dig myself a hole
And jump into it
Leaving all my stress behind
BUt there is no hole
There is no way out
There is no way
What can I do to stop this wreck?
But this wreck has already been crashed
Im done
Its over
Im out
This is too much
To handle
 
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