I'm so confused at what to do,
I cant take the fact that i lost you
Im sorry that i wasn't there to say goodbye, When i knew you were gone
I just broke down to cry.
I can't take it anymore I said aloude,
first Tremaine and now you, both in the ground.
You were only seventeen why so soon? Why right now, Why did We have to lose
you?
The night before you left me I prayed to God for if it be his will that he
take you to be with him in Paradise.
I guess he listened to what I had to say, for your life he took from me this
day.
God never promises us tomorrow,
but now I'll live each day in sorrow.
I know your not suffering anymore
It's just so hard for me to shut the door.
I loved you with my heart and i gave you my all. we said we were there
forever all we had to do was call.
I aksked you for everything to help me and you were always there and made me
happy. I love you with all my heart body and soul, it just hurts me so much
to see you go.
I know God needed you for he had a reason, The reason was for my Angel to
look down from heaven.
To watch and guide me and help all others, to keep me safe and outta trouble
and for you to suffer no longer.
There will always be that hurt inside of me, But i know my other Gaurdian
Angel you will be,
Josh I love you and i want you to know, That I'll be there to see you
when its my time to go.

"In loveing memory of Josh Bolser"
1985-2002
"My other Gaurdian Angel"

 
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