There is this guy named Tommy Holland,
It’s like he’s in a hole of pain and keeps fallin,
He is always hurt left and right,
And always getting in a fight,
At a young age he was hurt,
Age 2 he was punched by his mother,
Which, for life frightened him,
Had many fights and rarely won,
Hard time growin up in a ghetto,
Till age 8 where he moved somewhere settle,
But those 8 years wasn’t easy,
Things happened to him that was sleazy,
This kid molested him day after day,
And Tommy didn’t know what to say,
He didn’t know it was wrong,
This kid knew that and played along,
Also his parent didn’t help,
They beated him with a belt,
Which, left bad scars on his back,
Then finally moved to an easier spot,
At least that’s what he thought,
Being new he made friends quick,
Which, made some people sick,
Then this kid started makin fun of him,
That led to people disliking him,
And all tha way till 7th Tommy was made fun of,
Through tha five years he was pushed and shoved,
No one was there for him through it all,
People tripped him to watch him fall,
Then he met someone he liked a lot,
Amber was her and they talked a lot,
Then he thought he fell in love,
He thought she was a Jesus dove,
She was always on his mind,
Never left it at any time,
Then once Tommy thought nothing could go wrong,
She told him she is movin in not that long,
And she doesn’t know how he fells,
He tried but it always kept sealed,
She moved away and they didn’t talk for almost 2 years,
Over Amber, Tommy has lost billions of tears,
He never forgot about her till this day,
But he figured out he truly didn’t love her one day,
In his life so far he have had one girlfriend,
Which, only lasted 2 days in tha very end,
Now they hate each other and never talk,
Which, they both know it is all her fault,
He has only kissed one girl,
He wishes it was a couple more,
Also he used to be very clueless,
And use to not know what pain is,
Even though He cried every night,
Also he is terrified of havin no light,
Then he learned what cutting is,
And he very happy he knows this,
Since he had held in all this pain,
He started to cut and went insane,
Cuttin till his arm gushed blood,
Seem like it could cause a flood,
He started to think about death and suicide,
He didn’t think of it as suicide but yet homicide,
So he planned to starve himself till death,
He didn’t eat or drink to almost his last breath,
When someone forced him to eat,
But for a while he still didn’t eat meat,
Because of that his stomach had burnin pains,
Then went back to cutting into his veins,
Now because of that he’s 15 pounds underweight,
All he wants to do with his life is escape,
Then he started talking to Stephanie Young,
Which, brought breath back into his lungs,
They talked every second they can,
And he wants to be her man,
But tha reason why they aren’t together,
Because they live no where by each other,
They been talking for about a year,
And they have shed many tears,
Because of Stephanie, Tommy really knows about love,
Also because of each other they are both deeply in love,
But also they hurt each other a lot,
And a lot of tha time they fought,
But even after all this fightin,
And after all this liein,
They still love each other deeply,
With each other a good future they see,
He’s 15 right now,
Still alive somehow,
Just in you haven’t already see,
This poem is about me … Tommy.

bad ending I know

 
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