Delicious!
The taste of the cold blade…
Vicious!
The feel of my warm blood…

Lost in my head;
Wondering forever.
Wishing to be dead;
Finding love, never.

The truth is so close,
And yet so far away.
So why do I pose;
Act like my heart doesn’t sway?

I’m lost in eternity,
There’s no way out.
So longing for serenity,
But my heart’s filled with doubt.

That blade gives me pain,
Which is better than nothing.
I’d rather be slain,
Than to be loathing.

I need understanding!
Why’s my life gone wrong?
What am I missing?
The road is just too long.

Blood runs down my arm now,
Stains on my shirt.
My heart empties out,
Then I feel like dirt.

Delicious!
The taste of the cold blade…
Vicious!
The feel of my warm blood…
Death!
My sweet serenity…

 
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