On these days, I do decide,
That the solution is that my pride ran to hide,
I've realized no ones on my side,
Time and time again I have cried,
He DID rape me, you think I'd make that shit up?
Never mind you, I don't give a fuck,
These are my loneliest days,
Give me a sack of weed so i can make it a haze,
Bacardi and booze are my only friends,
This is what happens,
It's what insanity sends,
I'm not a slut or a whore,
Never screwed a dude,
Except when I was pinned to the floor,
But that wasn't optional,
Oh yeah cant talk to yall,
Because you done believe me right?
So you think I'm in counseling helping the fight,
Just to keep a lie going?
Screw that man how's that cool?
Your making yourself look like a damn fool,
Stupid kids looking for a fight,
Why me?
Making me so lonely,
Friends all backing away from me,
Telling me I'm crazy,
Well maybe I am crazy, Insane, phsyco maybe,
Cant anyone just believe me and tell me its ok,
This isn't a fun game and I don't want to play,
Hug me, befriend me, defend me,
All I need is a friend,
Someone who will make my lonely days end,
Why do people throw shit?
One day I will recover from this and they'll regret it,
Keep laughing and pointing fingers,
We will see how long it lingers,
In my mind making me want to get you back even more,
It's not like I go around school saying "guess what happened to
me"
If that was the case I would understand,
Why you call me these things,
Does it make you feel more like a man?
One day I hope you feel bad,
About the good life you ruin that I could have had.
 
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