i lay in my room and look out at the sky just wondering when am i going to
die? where will i be will i know who it is? how will i go? will it be
painless? im in my room now with a gun to my head when i pull the trigger i
know i will be dead so i wrote a letter and this is what it said... when i
was just a little boy you left when i was in bed you have no idea how many
tears i shed... growing up without a dad is why i turned so bad... everyone
always said i looked really mad, but all i really needed was love from my
dad... when i was 15 you came and said come with me and will make a new
bed... i thought about that you said and so i went ahead... leaving my mom
at home alone to cry now makes me realise i was moving in with the bad
guy,,, i want to see my mom again but i dont know how to tell this guy...
its fucking bullshit why should i cry why should i die? after reading my
letter rage had filled my head... i didnt shoot myself i went after him
instead... i walked in his room to see him on his bed i didnt say anything i
just shot him in the head
 
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