I stayed up one night just listening
Listening to the sound of the trees,
Trees just gently blowing in the wind
Wind that carries away my feelings
Feelings of hurt confusion and pain
Pain of my heart alone
Alone without the warmth
Warmth that used to keep my safe at night
Night of cold and darkness
Darkness of death and love
Love of waiting and wondering
Wondering about stuff and then I ponder
Ponder for a moment, and then I drift of to sleep
Sleep I dream, but of what I'm not sure
Sure I can't remember anything
Anything at all
All I remember is the fact that I'm alone
Alone from the World, from the harsh realities of Life
Life so innocent and so Pure
Pure as the first time blood touched the soft satin sheets
Sheets of the utlimate act
Act of two bodies molded together
Together in everyway
Everyway that you can imagine
Imagine me now
Now that I am here
Here to stay and here to help
Help in any way that I can
Can you do this alone
Alone with out this home
Home where you belong
Belong to me?
Me to you
You are gone
Gone for good
Good to shed a tear
Tear of salt wounds
Wounds that never heel
Heel my pain
Pain that is deep
Deep inside as I leave
Leave to make you think
Think about our time
Time that can not be erased
Erased as I say goodbye
Goodbye

This was written in Feb after a break up that ended in Marriage
 
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