Its already too late it is done,
My fate has found me
And I will now leave and cry.
The pain is too great to endure
Until I leave this place,
Where I cut out my heart,
And gave it to you.
I don’t need it anymore,
Please take it,
It will never work right again,
And plus it was only truly yours.
Yours to have and hold,
Yours to keep and warm.
You kept me going
And you kept me feeling.
But now that is all gone
And I fear it will never return.
Return to me here or there
Where I will be tomorrow.
Tomorrow the day without a heart,
Tomorrow the day I will still hurt.
I knew you were to good to be true,
I knew I would never have you,
I knew I would never deserve you.
I knew you would leave and cleave,
My heart from its home,
In you and your love.
I cant be strong when I am dead,
Dead to the world, and future love.
This is the worst torture possible,
To lose what you love,
And with that the ability to love again,
Yet still be surrounded by the love,
In which you can never again dip,
Dip your dead lifeless heart.
If you had just killed me,
That would be so much better,
Than to lose you and watch you,
Watch you love another,
Watch you warm and hold,
The one who should have been me,
The heart that should have been fed.
My only regret is that I didn’t try
Harder to keep you, but I thought,
It would never hurt so bad,
Or wound so deep as it did.
Or so I am prepared to tell you,
If you ever do leave and cleave
My heart from its home,
From its place in you.

 
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