I want to take more pills,
Oh so bad.
I don’t have the guts to,
Throw my life out of the bag.
I love him so much.
But I hate my life so much.
The power of loving him,
Is pushing my love to the max.
I want to overdose.
I want to die.
But he is the only one keeping me alive.
I want to hug him.
I want him to hug me.
God,
Why isn’t my life pretty?
I want to feel those pills in my stomach.
I want to feel them dissolve.
I want to feel the lightness all through my head.
I don’t want to feel this pain in my head,
Near the love in my heart.
I love him so much.
Though I can’t seem to come out of this dark.

 
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