You ask me about my life
How it has been dealt to me
About how hard i've strived
Just trying to be the real me.
How i've hidden my bad past
For so many years
And finally fulfilled my task
In crying all these tears.
Do you want to know about the times i wanted to fall>
What about the times my family walked out?
Or the times when i wanted to end it all<
Or when i wanted to shout?
do you want to know about the guilt
That raced in my mind
Or how my whole life is built
On lie after lie?
Ask me about my parents who weren't around
When i was a little girl
And all they do now
Is make me spin and twirl.
What can i do to cahnge everything so bad?
And make myself want to end it at night
Before i become depressed and sad
So now you finally know my real life.

 
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