i admit it
i messed up so very bad
i caused problems
and made lots of people sad.

i said something so wrong
in so many ways
but i know that now
and have been suffering for days

i know that im not dead
and laying 6 ft underground
but this aching in my head
makes me move w/o sound.

i miss the late nites
talking to you
i miss the stupid fights
that we occasionally got into

i miss the movies and the mall
and the boy you loved so much
i miss the phone calls
and taking you to events and such.

i know i messed up
so very bad
but i hate for it to end this way
it would be so sad
and would end my happy days.

 
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