Today was the day I almost lost you,
You’re my best friend and there’d be nothing without you.
When I heard the news, it came as a shock.
I looked around and the world suddenly stopped.
Were you okay or were you gone?
I didn’t know.. so I played our song.
I listened to the melody and all of the words.
I felt the pain and agony, I felt how much it hurt.
I realized I wasn’t totally over you,
I missed you and I’m sad. I don’t know what to do.
I’m trying to move on, but this is really hard.
It’s got me shaken, caught off guard.
I haven’t cried like this in a full thirty days.
And I’m now wishing I could explain to you the ways…
The ways that I love you and the ways that I care…
The things that I miss, the times we used to share.
I miss you like mad but you’re not with me…
You’re in her arms, and it’s where you want to be.
So I’ll stay where I am and I’ll weep away my life.
It’ll still be bound with misery, full of all this strife.
Eventually I will die and won’t feel this pain.
Life won’t be life… I won’t have to play this game.
But for now I’m stuck in this world of shit.
I’m falling, falling fast, into this bottomless pit.
Let’s hope I don’t fail at this stupid test.
I’ll try to make all the days not end up like the rest.
 
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