As I sit in my room and watch the screen
The tears race down my face, but are not seen
As I think about you in my head
The thoughts run through like I’m dead
I have the sudden urge to call you, even though you won’t answer
And it seems like its some kind of urging cancer
One day I will write a book for you, showing all my love
One day I will write you a letter, and send it to the Heavens above
But right now, I can’t do anything
I’m so totally alone
Nobody seems to care, about all my pain
Soon enough, I will go insane
Crying every night because of not being able to see you
I just can’t bare it, I know that you know its true
Missing you is all that it seems I can do
I’m just so totally alone

This world seems as if it just doesn’t want me here anymore
So all I’m gonna do is leave, walk right out the door
My problems are steering in the wrong direction
Not knowing exactly where they should go
Don’t wanna get help, just need you here
I’m missing you like crazy and I just can’t stand it
There’s just too much going on, too much shit
Nothing seems to be right, then to be with you
In your arms seems like that’s where I belong
But I’m just so totally alone

Please come and save me, I need you now
Could you please at least give me a call?
I’m being torn up inside, ripped to pieces
All I need is to hear your voice once again
Sitting in the corner of the room, crying
Crying my eyes out, the long, cold weeks I haven’t seen you
Is the reason for me being so alone, and yes its true
Should I call you? Or find you myself?
Ugh! I’m so confused! I don’t know what to do!
Been left here in the dark, waiting for you to come home
But you’ve left me here, all alone

 
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