My lying mirror tells me things
I do not care to hear
"You're not good enough"
"That's not ballerina thin"
Have come to be the ones I fear

I wake up every morning
And I come home after school
Taking off my masquerade
And obeying my diet rules

I know that it's not healthy
To do the things I do
But I know that I will do anything to succeed...
Wouldn't you?

I strive for something I know
I'll have to be near death to get
I hate to have them worry
I'm selfish, and I hate it

I look up to my worst enemie
And she stares back at me
I hate her like no one else
But failure is still what I see

Dedicate my life
To being so very thin
That even the greatest models
would drown in their envy

I replace my heart
with a strong self-restraint
Food is such a tempting bitch
My body it will taint

I love you mom and dad
And I'm sorry little sis
I was quickly driven mad
By ana's deadly kiss


*Dedicated to The beautiful girl who I couldn't save
She wasn't aware
And her life was unfair
Ana took her to the grave*





 
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