Lost and alone
I sit and cry
Leaving it all behind
And ready to die

You ask if I’m ok
I say I’m doing fine
But if you only knew all the things I say
That aren’t far too short of a lie

You tell me it will be fine
Truth…it never is
But it’s ok I’m used to this hurt
That’s the way my life has been lived

I don’t know how to explain it
So that you will understand
Cause see it’s just too hard to picture
So I don’t know if I can.

Have you ever had the feeling
That you can’t just win a fight
Like you can’t stop all the pain and tears
Try of you might.

I have this feeling all the time
I feel abandoned and used
I have all these painful memories
That have left my heart bruised

My eyes are tired of tears
My lips want to smile again
But it’s just so hard for me to fight
A battle I can not win.

Among all the happy faces
I sit and wonder why
I live in a world of sadness
And it makes me want to die

Life can’t be seen by negatives
But what if that’s all you have?
So either you have no life at all
Or you have to remain sad.

It’s these things that get to me
These things that make me think
I wonder if it’s possible
To make a life change in a wink

Without these explanations
It’s terrible to understand
Please take the time to read this
And realize who I am….
 
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