Vague remanins,
Of a enveloped lunacy.
An ill divided line of failure,
A road that never gives any laughter.
A lifelong pursuit that contains only dread,
All those things,
That make you wish that you were dead.

Listing would do nothing
But define the words,
Only give a hand shakes worth of a mountain,
When all the other rocks are laying down secretly disregarded.

To forgive myself and forget,
Is impossible to even think as an option,
But I say to you this,
There is no price that is paid more then a lifetime of pain,
From a past decision,
You want to take away.

No one deserves what I must see,
What I must feel,
When I breathe.
No one is so bad,
To be given the burden,
That I have.
The only person in this world,
On this earth,
This universe,
Is a girl who derserves all that pain,
All those tears,
All the shame.

I am the only one who derserves it all,
Not one less tear,
Nor one less fall.

 
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