You’re tha reason I know how to love,
You’re tha reason why I felt like I’m above,
But now since you’re gonna leave me someone else,
My pain has came back to haunt my wounded flesh,
Claiming you’re in love with me I guess was all a big lie,
If it wasn’t you wouldn’t make me fell like I want to die,
You’ve broke my heart before but nothing this severe,
You probably don’t even care this is my very last tear,
All tha time I was with you I tried to be perfect,
But in return all you done is make me wanna slice my neck,
You told me all this stuff that made me fell good about myself,
Was I just another toy for you to push aside on a shelf,
How could you do something so bad to me,
I guess I was right there is something wrong with me,
You made my pain gone then back to long-lasted,
Now I fell like it would be best if I got blasted,
Its gonna hurt every time I talk to you or see you,
But surely you will never fell that way too,
I have done so much for you and written all these poems,
In return your mood doesn’t change like you’re in a pose,
You’re tha reason why I have more scars on my arm,
You know I was goin to so don’t be so alarm,
I gave you my heart to hold and cherish,
But you just ripped it apart and buried it in rubbish,
You’re tha reason why I cried 5 hours tonight,
And also almost brought me to that white light,
There’s no reason why you would do this,
You told me that you would give me bliss,
What you did brings me so much pain,
I thought cutting would turn me back to sane,
I never had someone like you before,
But now I don’t have you anymore,
I knew it was to good to last,
No more do I have you in my grasp,
So I hope you and him are happy together,
And for me pretend me and you happened never.
 
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