The addiction's killing me,
Literally killing me,
You can't see it,
The pain shows through,
When your not here,
The cuts,
They go away,
When you leave,
He returns,
Abuse, yelling, screaming,
They all show up,
Just one loving father,
Thats all I want,
Is it that hard for you to love me,
The smell of marijuuana,
Brings you back,
Now you care,
Bruises cover my arms, my body,
I try to cover them up,
Its no use,
Tears trickle down my face,
Thinking about how,
You used to love me,
Across the room,
I see my new best friend,
A gun,
I reach over for it,
The feel of it in my palms,
Caress my finger on the trigger,
Pull the forcefull button,
Pressing it to my skin,
I break down,
Tears cover my face,
But it doesnt matter,
My lifes a tragedy,
Go ahead and do it,
A loud noise echos in my room,
A red thick puddle of blood,
Lyes to the right of me,
Right there also lyes my body,
Dead, full of torture,
No longer able to grip life in my palms,
My soul had floated on...
Leaving me here do rot....
 
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