I hate you too.
Your turning into my father
I hope you have a kid like me, a bitch as a daughter.
Why do you do what you do?
It's not like I do it to you.
You have no clue about how much I hate you
Or how much hate I put towards you.
No one does, because no one knows.
They've never seen what you do to me,
Your an ass, and your name is Lee.
Nobody would have guessed it was you,
But yet again, the don't live as me.
I want to kill you, make you die
You put me through pain and made me cry.
Why the fuck do you care?
You put me through living hell, nothings fair.
I want to strangle you,
Taking your life slowly from you.
Would you like that?
How about me smacking you in the ribs with a bat?
I want to put you through pain no ones been through,
Why do you think I write as often as I do.
First because of Nate, and now you.
Should I put the gun to your head?
Putting you into the death bed.
Maybe you should live,
So I can force pain upon you.
Doing what you've done to me for 15 years,
But no once have you seen the tears.
Good thing you haven't
I won't let you, you'll never know,
No matter how hard you push me, it's not going to show.
Does anyone have the answers?
All I know, I sure as hell don't.
Same as my father, when you die,
I'm not going to fucking cry.
You don't deserve all these tears,
No respect for all those long years.
I won't cry, even if I have to push myself to the edge.
Self respect is what I'll be showing,
When your funeral comes, I might not even be going.
Depends on the mood I'm in,
I won't go even if it is a sin.
I have nothing else to say,
So fuck off and have a nice fucking day.

 
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