As i sat down and tied my little cousins shoe of just 4
I couldn't help to stare at the news
A girl of 14 was raped a murdered
I wanted for a picture to show
and in shock when they did the girl i did know!

I started screaming out in pain
tears came down my sadden face like a hurricane
Ariel and I
were going to be best friends Intel
we died

I told her i hated her!
Because we where in a fight
now I'm going to regret this every day and night
I remember how we always called each other every day
and i always joked around saying
" Go Away "!

I remember when she cried
It seemed there would be no more light i nthe sky
But i came and hugged her and told her every things is gonna be alright
but i lied!
I lied right infront or her face
i told her i would never let anything happen to her!

Now I cry every single night knowing the things i said, I always pray
saying sorry to god and my friend thats rests up there in the hevenly sin

I never watch the news again
cause I'm afraid i feel the pain
like I did before that would drive me insane
Knowing my true friend is dead
I would remember what i said
it's hard to keep this dreadful thing out of my head

Every weeked i go to her grave
Get on my knees
and then once again i pray
Ariel I'm sorry for all my wrongs
when I'm with you
I feel like I belong
If only you knew
exactly how i feel
The things i think about
would seem so unreal.
But when i get back up off my knees
I stop and kiss her grave stone

Letting her know....
no matter what happends..
She'll NEVER be alone

 
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