I violently shake,
Nautious of extreme fate,
Fear a nightmare that has no name,
Scream from pain in my mind,
Those dreams,
Heaving from emptiness that feels so great.

I cry tears,
Invisible,
I keep them from view
How painfully true,
They’re not seen by you,
Only pitters,
That turn to rivers,
When I hide from you.

Screaming
Those cries,
I release
just in the night.

My body quakes,
Breaks,
And aches,
how I make his pain,
He denies my offer to take it all,
He wants to be there everytime I fall,
Each and every step I crawl,
Then my mind races,
Takes me to those places,
All my realizations,
Of what I do wrong.

How I did this,
How I’ve done that,
I break the shatterings,
And scatter the faults,
engrave them in memory,
Like they hang on my wall-
Never to forget,
Always to see,
Forever remember,
That I’m nothing,
Not a damn thing.

 
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