sitting alone and feeling the suffocation
with every breath brought in my throat tightens
i close my eyes and see visions
a slit wrist
a dead body
its my body
my mother is crying
and i feel bad for hurting her
but i am no longer suffocating
i watch as people gather at my house
...they miss me
i was more cared about than i thought
but im no longer suffocating
i curl up in my lonesome world
watching what i have left behind...
and realize that i am nobody
i am non existant
i did this to myself
but i am no longer suffocating
this is what i wanted
i open my eyes
realize this was just a dream
i take out the blade
and decide my fate...
 
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