Words can not describe how I feel about you. The moment I saw you, I knew I
loved you. The feeling came over me that felt to good to be true. When this
feeling came, it was something I couldn't stop, there was nothing I could
do. If only you knew. & I can only pray that you feel the same way too.
Everytime I saw you I never knew what to say. I was never able to look you
in the face. Whenever you talked to me, my eyes would always look the other
way. I wanted to be with you forever & see your face everyday. But then that
day came, when you had to move away. A cold shattering, heartbreaking
feeling came over me. It felt as if smoke had entered my lungs; I couldn't
breathe. The only thing I regret is not telling you how I felt, I never said
I loved you, I never said I needed & wanted you; you were everything in my
life. I feel so empty without you. Now nothing seems complete, now I have no
soul, nobody to call my own. I feel like I've lost everything I've known.
Without you in my life, nothing seems to go right. I think about you day and
night. & I remember out first "kiss", all our late night swimming dips, your
hands upon my hips. I remember our immature stupid little fights, when we
wrestled, & when you or I would yell. I miss you so much, you'll never know.
It's so hard to lose your first and true love at such a young age. But all I
know is nothing has gone right, sence you walked out my door, and out of my
sight.
 
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