Hello again
Don't look into my eyes
I'll fall right into and memory of you
In my head, I whisper
What I've wanted to say all along
I love you...
But I'm scared
Insecurity blankets me
Wraps me up in a dream with you
I hate what we've become
Your gaze seems distant
You stare into my eyes
I told you not to
But you couldn't hear me
I want things back like the way
They were before
Back to the innocent love
Back to the heartfelt promises
Unknowingly, you broke them all
You'd never break my heart
You never meant to hurt me
Or make me cry...but you did
But still I won't regret
All that I've told you
Read it on my face
It's like and open diary
Almost two years
And my feelings haven't changed
What have yours been
Reflected upon?
Do you still hide them all?
Do you still keep
All your emotions pinned down?
Or was that just me?
Was I too revealing of mine?
Was I too blunt
With what I feel and say?
I gave and gave
I got back nothing
What have you given up?
Irrelevant materials?
They were nothing but a mere mask
To hide how you really feel inside
Tell me to my face
That you feel the same
Please...it all relies on trust
Can you trust me?
Can you place your hand in mine?
Just this once?
Take me by the hand
And show me that you care
I know you do
I know that you are aware of all this
I can see it in your eyes
See me succumb
To my heart's intentions
I don't want to follow my body
I won't bow down to the voices
I'm taking control this time
This is my heart...a play
And you are the leading role
Portraying your love to me
When the curtain closes
You are gone
A perfect metaphor of all this
A perfect ending
To a painful memory
The memory of you
All that is and was and what will be
Everything I have ever believed in
See the honesty in my eyes
I have fallen into you now
Consumed by your gaze
Overwhelmed by the memory
I told you not to look into my eyes...
 
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