She fails to win once again
Crying for the first time
Since her depression days were gone
Guess that smile really was a lie.

It felt so good for the sting
Of her tears to drop to her cracked lips
She knew she was a failure
Who would never be missed.

Her against this world
Screwing up once again
Ruining her new life
Feeling the loss of a new friend.

Close to her heart he truly was
Yet she made matters go downhill
Not understanding why she even did
The ache in her heart makes her feel ill.

Now only saying what she hasn’t said in a long time,
“I want to cut myself…
I want to cut myself…
I want to cut myself...”

** I wrote this quite a while ago, I remember reading it and hating it, but
it's not as bad as i really thought, its not PERFECT, but i was still in my
writers block when i wrote this.
 
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