I've hidden this from you all for so long
But mostly I've hidden it from myself
Made up excuses you all believed
But the best ones were for me

I told you I'd stop
My fake smile worked every time
But I could never stop myself
For only I knew that my smiles were artificial

My promises were pointless
Only I could take the knife out of my hand
But I needed it,like I need air
It is my addiction

I hate to admit that I still want it
But I cannot lie anymore
My bones can't take the weight
Just help me before it's too late
 
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