A few hours later I found myself
Beside him in his bed
His arms were wraped around me
And nothing was being said.

He finally said "I love you so much.
I'm so glad you gave me a call."
But that wasn't the only thing i gave him,
I gave him my ALL.

Every part of me he wanted
I gave him without a word being said
But now all kinds of thoughts
Are running through my head.

How did i get myself into this?
Why did I say what I did?
God can you please forgive me
I promise I won't do it again

I know I should be punnished
For this aweful thing I've done
But please dear God, if you hear me
Try to understand, I'm not the only one.

Others have done the same thing
As what I've just done
But if I thought it was hard now.
The troubles have just begun

I turn over and look at him
He smiled and gave me a kiss
But neither of us were ready
For the results of all of this.

But neither of us would know
Of what suprises were to come
Until a few weeks later
When i realized I would be a mom.
 
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